Look at me, don't look at me. Laugh and I laugh. You hurt, I hurt.Convulsive bonding, smile the copied smile. Seek me, ignore me. Laugh, cry, laugh, rage. Break control, punish me. Frustration kicks, rejection bites. Punish you, nausea rise. Hate this, adore you. The blank face; existence barrier. Look at me, look past me. Lashing out, hiding in. Scream, laugh, cry. Building to destroy again, and again, and again. Shut out, spinning stare. Mechanical distraction. Shaking tremor, hard stare. Expecting love, rejecting love. Run to me, run from me. Trapped in your shield. No fear, all fear. No fear, all fear.