I wake up like what's gonna happen Tell me what am gonna do when I'm done with rapping If you listen up closely you can hear thunder clapping But I never was the one that's laughing Matter fact a fun a**a**in Don't mind me, I'm inside of my tiny island I need silence no funds to cash in I need to get ahead need to start running fast then Feel the numbness lasting Put together every number wrong turning sums to fractions It's become too taxing So hard to be an artist when you got a hundred pa**ions And they me for everything when it's all from the past tense, the past tense No accents it's just moi So angry wonder why I'm pissed off Cause they taking it too serious it's just thoughts And I'm watching my time no wrist watch But maybe they think I'm crazy Cause they all used to hate me No Kevin but was always spacey Those cowards that stabbed me in the back can't even face me That's alright, it's okay, no complaining I wonder when it's gonna be done raining So mundane and that suns scathing But I gotta go take care of myself And I already know you can't buy health These are the cards on the table that I delt Now I'm able to fly stealth (hook) I wake up to the same thing Everyday no changing So far that the fame seems Really not though try to maintain If I go the distance, I'll be fading away It's coexistence, and I'm not saving the day Aight tell me am I living healthy For trying to be wealthy This worlds so fake right now man These people even lie in they selfies Ain't supplyin' the help we, need Full of that greed and the bullets gone speed it'll melt me These words that I put together and they verge it the first time that I ever really felt free Ain't nobody gonna tell me, what I'm gonna talk about Faced lots of doubt Gotta watch the route but every single one of my thoughts devout And the memories of that man I tossed em out Locked in the box with no oxygen My soul can't escape it will not come out Guess you lost him now yeah you lost him now Love the music music, I don't know what to do with, do with this Move it prove it prove it you say that you putrid, stupid New kids on the block trying to live at the top but the dream that I got is lucid lucid who this who this yeah cause they bringing a little bit of trueness That's XEL I been around for a while Developing all of my sounds and my styles The stories I write can be found in them piles Living outside of my town couple miles No Louis Lane, whenever I fly in the coldest rain Think about the lies that he told his brain Do the best I can to try to hold this pain (hook) I'm a take my time on the third verse to thank my people for everything To the ones that had my back in the black room, through the evil and heavy rain But all I ever wanted was a piece of the petty change Yeah just a little piece of it I'm lookin' for the peace of mind though And you ain't even got no reach with no steady aim Everybody wanna be a thug or gangster now Then d** will change ya pal, but everybody love the dangerous route I came the plug the drain to drought This little world that I'm trapped in Ask him something that doesn't have to do with rapping No action, that's when I gotta find a way back at them No superhero here Only reason that you thought you saw one Is when you stood near the mirror Panicking in my skin again the future's near I fear I'm looking for my accomplishments it's sad that I don't see much Man that's my only cuff Traveling past that lonely crush What about when they laugh and don't need us You gone have to hold me up Don't need that you don't need love Not only mad, and I'm gone erupt I never did to lie to y'all so why the fall Thought I was doing a good job felt mighty tall Looks like I really only had my pride and balls (hook) (outro) It's like everybody wants to be a superhero now, you know Wanna save the day But they're not ready to put on the mask yet