I never thought I could watch someone come apart from the insides to outsides but every day I see strings fall loose and every day I see hope lost- with all this complicated I can't even get pa** the thought of thinking and wondering whether help or understanding rings truer and I don't know how to do anything anymore for you but I know that you should stop this world spinning right this minute and take a look from higher up and then you could realize just how broken your aim really is so why don't you ask yourself to show up sometimes? why don't you stand up tall and kick yourself in the mouth to remember and to get that burn back and scorch your stomach and bleed that pa**ion lost and don't forget what picked you up and don't forget to think this time.