Savant aka Stanstro - The Apology lyrics

[Hook] I apologize (Repeat 4x) [Verse] Y'all reside in the center of your mother's irises See, the glimmer in her eyes is your flyness and I can't even lie For me to bring y'all here at the time was Something that I feared was unwise and I Mired in selfish pride was 24/25 Itching to be mentioned with lyricists I admired Unprepared to be a father Didn't care, to be honest Despite what was clear as your mom's desire and so I Apologize The decision to end your beginning here was mine The decision of sin, of infamy is mine A decision which rendered y'all a memory of mine A memory I've tried to decline And even to dismiss But I hear y'all speak with each movement of her lips I See y'all peek every time her eyes twitch I Feel y'all breathe with each breath she emits And unrest it wrests and rips at the seams Of everything I thought I ever might've believed The denial of seed is nothing I'd ever dreamed I Have the cowardice and gall to achieve, I Wish your mother had admonished my weakness But I ain't even trying to fault her, I mean sh!t As a man, I should be honoured and geeked At the chance to be a father, to harbor a sweet gift Your grandfather's like a god to me Flawed, sure, but we're all to be What he accomplished in fostering seed all in all inspired glee Awe and esteem Above all it inspired me, so Why'd I falter when you called to me? Twice falter when you called to me? The first time was a call The second was a plea Forgive me for ignoring the voice of my seed, Lord But He sees all And He sees I wasn't worthy to be yours Probably seethes at my nerve and my weak heart And I agree and I yearn He won't be hard Because I see y'all Y'all Reside in your mother's irises See, the glimmer in her eyes is your flyness In the center of your mother's irises I see the glimmer in her eyes: Your flyness [Bridge] Never seen your faces Still your faces Steal your place in me So I steel my face to To see your faces Still I pray and plead And apologize [Hook]