[Snippet: Sewerperson] Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now I keep my lights on when I sleep now I keep my phone on when you go out 'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout [Verse 1: Savage Ga$p] Look, I don't even sleep anymore, I feel empty Lie awake and I wonder do you still miss me? Rain fallin' in my conscious cloud, in my memories I haven't eaten in days, sh*t is depressing I know we talked about moving on and forgetting My homescreen still you something won't let me Sometimes I have good days, and it hits me The best part about mе is better not with me I'vе been thinkin' bout' these feelings Like when you say you love me, do you even mean it? I know that you don't need me, wish you'd see it The only time I see you now is when I'm dreamin' And you still my forever but I know I'll never be enough Gave me all these chances, but I always seem to fu*k it up I just wanna hear everything about your day I just wanna pretend just for a second you feel the same I just wanna wake up to 4am texts from you like "hey I just wanna let you know I love you so much, and I got home safe" Now it all feels fake Every time that you would lie to me, you would cry to me And I would tell you no matter what it's all okay I guess love brings hate I guess people do change I guess feelings must fade I guess I got-fu*k I guess I gotta be mindful that I'll see you most with my eyes closed And I'll sit with all the words I wish I could un-say, yeah [Snippet: Sewerperson] Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now I keep my lights on when I sleep now I keep my phone on when you go out 'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout [Verse 2: guardin] Yeah, you told me that you love me, but your heart is rather cold Catchin' sparks from all the fireworks, I'm out to fit your mold I'm just freezin' in the Summer, we ain't close to either pole But the distance feels immense between the fibres in my soul So I travelled down the coast in search of love or something close Gotta make you slip discretely in the pockets of my coat What a travesty of character like kerosene to stone Guess the heat left me perspiring, designed to be alone I'll be questioning your motives when you reach me on the phone Are you out with anybody? I was sure you were on your own Playing cautious with the cords incase they wrap around my throat Start regurgitating all this sh*t I wish I never wrote Like seven [?] I hate to let you know If our boats are at capacity then does it sink or float? I've been treading through the water, thinking bout the times we spoke My alarm went off this morning but alas, I never woke [Snippet: Sewerperson] Catching up 'cause she told me we can speak now I keep my lights on when I sleep now I keep my phone on when you go out 'Cause when I fall asleep you're the one I dream 'bout Brought a black Nikon to the beach house Pull my fleece out when I feel the breeze out Used to freak, now you're too busy to go out Throw my dreams out, all I do is sleep now