The night is out and the lights fade And I'm alone in the street Running round in a daze Don't know where I'm going There's nothing left to live for This life is k**ing me My mind is gone, I can't carry on anyway (CHORUS) Time is running out, going fast How much longer can I fast? I just don't care I can't take it anymore Pull the trigger Indulge in self-destruction Gazing out in the darkness Looking back on the past My life is draining away But there's no cure Lock away in my warped mind No-one can pull me out I've got to self-destruct That's the key to the door (CHORUS) Shoot it, shoot, shoot, blow my life away Gazing out in the darkness Looking into the black Staring straight down the barrel of a 45 Loaded up and I'm ready I'm playing Russian Roulette The next time I pull the trigger I'll be dead or alive (CHORUS)