Sareena Dominguez - Silence lyrics

[Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is [Verse 1: Jarren Benton] Yeah, damn, can't believe that my homeboy dead I still feel shocked like I'm shot in the head I woke up and cried 'til my eyes turned red I wish it was a nightmare that I just had The coroner just put my n***a in a bodybag And his mama turned away cause she cannot witness that And I ain't know what to say when I was standin' with your dad Only thing that I could think was, "Goddamn, this is sad" Man, we was just laughin' on the weekend That was your goodbye, guess it just sinked in No words that I can jot with the ink pen To describe the way I feel, I guess I'm still grievin' I wish that I could bring my n***a back He ain't even know how much he meant to me and that was wack That I couldn't even express it 'til he layin' on his back At his f**in' funeral when I ain't know how to react Yeah, we supposed to get rich together God had another plan for you that was better I send a prayer to your mama and your whole family Rest in peace, dog, you my homeboy forever Yeah, I know you livin' in the sky I wish I had a better way to tell my n***a "Bye" Make sure you cherish every moment that you spend with your people cause you never know tomorrow they could die Uh, you believed in me homie, yeah, and for that I thank you I know you're in a better place, probably up in heaven, crackin' jokes with them angels Never be forgotten as I'm writin' over violins I feel alone like I'm on my own island I think about my n***a every day like I'm at a loss for words as I drown in the silence [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is [Verse 2: Jarren Benton] Yeah, damn, there we go, not speakin' again? Out the front door a n***a leavin' again I rode around the city pissed off about some bullsh** you said Make me feel like I ain't breathin' again I get back, and we ain't talked to each other for like two days Damn girl, who pissed in your Kool Aid? I apologize a trillion times, make it a trillion-one, but this time I'm too late Yeah, I guess you fed up with my sh** To get through that cold heart I need an ice pick The look on your iris, so lifeless, remember them good times we had that was priceless? Damn, did I f** you up that bad? You need space now, I guess I respect that I'm tryna break through them walls that you put up But I don't even know where your head at Yeah, I guess I better let her fly away It's hard to cope with the pain, I wanna die today I'll find a f**in' hideaway to hibernate I sit and let this liquor wash the hurt like a tidal wave And oh yeah, by the way If I could take all the hurt back I'd find a way I guess I'll pop another pill so I can sleep and let my brains cook Like I put my head inside a microwave Yeah, now I feel like a loser I knew all the wrong I was doin', I would lose her Now I see the light, amen, hallelujah But I'm stuck in my sh** like I sit in cow manure World went crashin' when I lost my co-pilot Ringin' in my head, somebody turn off the sirens She ain't even talk to a n***a and it hurts so bad Now all I do is drown in your silence [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is