It should have been a sign when the car battery died, that nothing could be turned on in this cold. And saying “no” doesn't mean “convince me.” That's the difference between being held and holding on I will pluck out your teeth like petals on a rose and when you bleed out, you can plant them to grow more Now I'm cutting my hair to get rid of dead cells because I can't love you the way I should have loved myself I don't want a body, if I'm just a body, don't touch me