Sarah Cowell - Autonomy lyrics

[Verse 1] We don't talk anymore because you say I don't sound like myself on the phone. Is it bad that I can't tell which feels worse? [Chorus] If the cigarettes don't cloud your lungs and rot your teeth, and the d** don't eat your heart and slur your speech, if you make it home tonight without k**ing anyone else, I hope you find a way to hurt yourself [Verse 2] At least when you're too drunk to drive and trying to leave I know you're not coming home to me. But I wonder what I'll feel when I see your name on TV, I wonder which of us will feel more relieved? [Chorus] Are you choking back broken gla**? Because I'm chugging gasoline. Guilt is all that stops you from leaving completely, but the engine's on fire and I'm stuck inside. I said I was fine and I lied