Sandurz - The Janitor lyrics

[Verse 1] Relative voices led me to negative choices The words "you're a failure" just became repetitive noises I've got a ghost in my room and he's the host of my gloom With half of myself masked, i feel so close to the moon Me approaching my tomb could be the cause of my wounds But while i'm still there i know all of my foes might come soon While everyday i consume thinking about everything i should say They told me everyday should be lived like it's the doomsday I think i don't understand it, cause i'm always scared for my life That i will not take for granted, i see it with the wrong eyes At least that's what i heard but i think i hang with the wrong guys They see me as the wrong i, have you seen anybody strong cryin'? I'm not sure if i'll be here tomorrow to see another sun rise My mom told me she just wanna see her son shine And i just wanna see my mom smile and same for my sister Like back to "Take My Time" i'm still the only one to a**ist her [Hook] We follow dreams to find who we are But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need Aaaall of these, a-a-all these But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play I need the patience [Verse 2] The world been testin' me it still not too late I've seen my destiny challenging my fate I mean i've been searching the keys before i ever had a door It's hard to find them when you don't know what your looking for They told me to go to college once i'm done with high school But the same guys never even cared about anything i'm doin' I fought my way up but couldn't stop thinking about the way down I remembered i shouldn't give a f** as long as i'm proud Right now i still don't have a clue what is this path about I never seen a cheering crowd i know nobody hear me now But i just want my friends to tell me that they're proud of me I couldn't give a f** about the success and what the power be This is our week and the hour we, take over, take cover Cause we're blowing up like a supernova As i'm growing older, the world is going colder It's in non stop motion so how am i supposed to hold up? [Hook] We follow dreams to find who we are But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need Aaaall of these, a-a-all these But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play We follow dreams to find who we are But i feel like the janitor got the keys and me do need Aaaall of these, a-a-all these But i feel like the follower with no ways nowhere to play I need the patience