Sandcastles - Can't wait lyrics

I can't wait For the day that i become An alcoholic I can't wait Until i have something To blame my depression on I don't wanna be so down But, god, i feel like i could use some help here I can't wait Until girls stop telling me That i'm perfect I can't wait Until i have my dream job So i don't feel like the last six years were worthless I don't wanna be so down But i don't know how to ask for help when i need it