Sandbox (CA) - A Question Of Faith lyrics

You left us all behind Was this the way that you'd remind us to cry? How could I be this close And not go through what I'm supposed to Why? Is there something I forgot? Was it the service? Maybe I'm just selfish today And I can't comprehend why I'm not feeling sentimental Is it a question of my faith? If you were here today Would you look at me and come out swinging? I never meant for you to hate me But I didn't feel It's not my choice to make But who decides when we are taken away? I need someone to blame They played the funeral song But I didn't want to sing along today Should I be ashamed? Where are my tears? Did I really know you that well? And I can't comprehend why I'm not feeling sentimental Is it a question of my faith? If you were here today Would you look at me and come out swinging? I never meant for you to hate me But I didn't feel It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter Or does it? It doesn't matter It doesn't matter It doesn't matter Or does it? Or does it? Is this the way... Is this the way to die? Come on... A familiar place that I'm thinking of keeps me warm A familiar place that I'm thinking of keeps me warm Keeps me warm Keeps me warm