Samuel Beckett - Drunken Boat (Samuel Beckett trans.) lyrics

Downstream on impa**ive rivers suddenly I felt the towline of the boatmen slacken. Redskins had taken them in a scream and stripped them and Skewered them to the glaring stakes for targets. Then, delivered from my straining boatmen, From the trivial racket of trivial crews and from The freights of Flemish grain and English cotton, I made my own course down the pa**ive rivers. Blanker than the brain of a child I fled Through winter, I scoured the furious jolts of the tides, In an uproar and a chaos of Peninsulas, Exultant, from their moorings in triumph torn. I started awake to tempestuous hallowings. Nine nights I danced like a cork on the billows, I danced On the breakers, sacrificial, for ever and ever, And the cra** eye of the lanterns was expunged. More firmly bland than to children apples' firm pulp, Soaked the green water through my hull of pine, Scattering helm and grappling and washing me Of the stains, the vomitings and blue wine. Thenceforward, fused in the poem, milk of stars, Of the sea, I coiled through deeps of cloudless green, Where, dimly, they come swaying down, Rapt and sad, singly, the drowned; Where, under the sky's hemorrhage, slowly tossing In thuds of fever, arch-alcohol of song, Pumping over the blues in sudden stains, The bitter redness of love ferment. I know the heavens split with lightnings and the currents Of the sea and its surgings and its spoutings; I know evening, And dawn exalted like a cloud of doves. And my eyes have fixed phantasmagoria. I have seen, as shed by ancient tragic footlights, Out from the horror of the low sun's mystic stains, Long weals of violet creep across the sea and peals of ague rattle down its slats. I have dreamt the green night's drifts of dazzled snow, The slow climb of kisses to the eyes of the seas, The circulation of unheard saps, And the yellow-blue alarum of phosphors singing. I have followed months long the maddened herds of the surf Storming the reefs, mindless of the feet, The radiant feet of the Marys that constrain The stampedes of the broken-winded Oceans. I have fouled, be it known, unspeakable Floridas, tangle of The flowers of the eyes of panthers in the skins of Men and the taut rainbows curbing, Beyond the brows of the seas, the glaucous herds. I have seen Leviathan sprawl rotting in the reeds Of the great seething swamp-nets; The calm sea disemboweled in waterslides And the cataracting of the doomed horizons. Iridescent waters, glaciers, suns of silver, flagrant skies, And dark creeks' secret ledges, horror-strewn, Where giant reptiles, pullulant with lice, Lapse with dark perfumes from the writhing trees. I would have shown to children those dorados Of the blue wave, those golden fish, those singing fish; In spumes of flowers I have risen from my anchors And canticles of wind have blessed my wings. Then toward me, rocking softly on its sobbing, Weary of the torment of the poles and zones, The sea would lift its yellow polyps on flowers Of gloom and hold me—like a woman kneeling— A stranded sanctuary for screeching birds, Flaxen-eyed, sh**eing on my trembling decks, Till down they swayed to sleep, the drowned, spreadeagled, And, sundering the fine tendrils, floated me. Now I who was wrecked in the inlets' tangled hair And flung beyond birds aloft by the hurricane, Whose carca** drunk with water Monitors And Hanseatic sloops could not have salved; Who, reeking and free in a fume of purple spray, Have pierced the skies that flame as a wall would flame For a chosen poet's rapture, and stream and flame With solar lichen and with azure snot; Who scudded, with my escort of black sea-horses, Fury of timber, scarred with electric moons, When Sirius flogged into a drift of ashes The furnace-cratered cobalt of the skies; I who heard in trembling across a waste of leagues The turgent storms and Behemoths moan their rut, I weaving for ever voids of spellbound blue, Now remember Europe and her ancient ramparts. I saw archipelagoes of stars and islands launched me Aloft on the deep delirium of their skies: Are these the fathomless nights of your sleep and exile, Million of golden birds, oh Vigour to be? But no more tears. Dawns have broken my heart, And every moon is torment, every sun bitterness; I am bloated with the stagnant fumes of acrid loving— May I split from stern to stern and founder, ah founder! I want none of Europe's waters unless it be The cold black puddle where a child, full of sadness, Squatting, looses a boat as frail As a moth into the fragrant evening. Steeped in the langours of the swell, I may Absorb no more the wake of the cotton-freighters, Nor breast the arrogant oriflammes and banners, Nor swim beneath the leer of the pontoons.