See it started in the 4th grade, I moved to a new school Just moved to Broward, had to deal with different rules New neighborhood, I didn't know the kids there, Misunderstood, I thought that life wasn't fair So I went to the school, Knew nobody, Then met a kid who made me feel like somebody His name was Daniel, He came to be my best friend, Gave me the hookup on the scoops and the new trends Black kid in the house, Needle in a haystack, Wanted to be a wrestler, Before I thought to lay tracks Then I met a cute girl, I think her name was Kiera, I tried to make her notice me like I was a mirror I didn't know then that I didn't have a chance, She probably didn't like n***as, So I wasn't the man Still I thought I was a baller, So I tried to score, But I could never pull her, It was no tug-of-war Way to crush my self-esteem, Now I thought I had no game, Saw her as a heartless b**h who benefited from my pain Took a step back so my game had no gains, I shut down my feelings and I put my heart under chains That school shut down, So onto the next chapter, Chapter 2: Here Comes Sam the Rapper Left all I knew, What I would love and what I'd hate, Now I have to go to St. Gregory the Great Goddam, I'd never seen so many white people, I hated them all, I always thought they were evil But I saw a couple girls that caught my eye, Hadn't tried it in a while but it was worth a try Got back in the game, No more sitting on the bleachers, Thought I could get a girl and then I'd never leave her So I asked one out, She said “I don't know, maybe”, Deep down I knew it was a no Couldn't let her play me Am I really all that ugly Maybe it's cuz I'm black Maybe I smell bad Maybe that's why no one touched me Maybe it's cuz I'm short Maybe it's my persona Maybe I'm just worthless Or I give off a bad aura Oh know I just don't know Stuck at a stop sign and I wasn't let to go I was a sap-a** to everyone Laughed at by everyone The pain ran deep I'd just never let it show. (2x) sh** just like p**y, I still don't get it, Stuck behind the curve, I was tryna get ahead it How do n***as make it look so easy, The same hoes they pull are the same ones that used tease me Oh well, guess I'll never reach the ceiling, As my way to cope, I lost all my feelings Since then, music became my sixth sense, All I want is success, That's my whole existence Oh know I just don't know Stuck at a stop sign and I wasn't let to go I was a sap-a** to everyone Laughed at by everyone The pain ran deep I'd just never let it show. (2x)