Samiam - Clean lyrics

I'd like to hide away somewhere without light Somewhere dark and warm no given chance to lose Without a care in my head I could sleep right through I gave it all away today those empty stares won't be from me There's not much to look forward to just as long as I can't remember Took a shower today couldn't feel the water hit my face Pinched the skin on my arm and I couldn't feel pain I guess my wish came true so now may I not lose