(1.Verse) I had a dream saw myself in that mirror ballin Got distracted, looked at my phone, my momma was callin Felt like screaming out: 'where is the love? Until I heard I shot and an angel was falling These are definitely some common problems These are some hella heavy issues and I think we should talk about em Matter of fact I cant explain the reason why I hold this bottle Started drinking till I felt it, gave up then forgot my sorrows (Bridge) 13 shots to the face Oh yea oh yea Momma tell me where I'm at I'm feeling good I'm feeling great Nuvo k**ing me (Open the bottle, find poetry) It's telling me (Hook) 8x b**h I'm still alive Recently the most most respected in 030 Went from collecting coins for 4000 a month I had a dream saw myself in that mirror beaming Having a lotta bad b**hes with no s**ual inhibitions Plus this picture got me thinking, About the things that I really wanted Like being a politician and change the world with my ambition In my mind, I did but never had to think about it You said I can trust you but I really doubt it Faith is the substance I thought I could live without it Until I realized how f**ing stupid I just sounded (Bridge) (Hook) (2.Bridge) Riding around my city with two pussies on lock And I'm probably gonna take it to the head, oh god I'm probably gonna sin, oh god I'm probably gonna sin, oh god (3. Verse) But I'm gonna take another 2 shots for my homie Jonny K. Who was murdered for no reason Rest in peace for all the things that he believed in n***a this life is just a b**h f** all the targets that I've missed I just earned a couple coins So tonight I'm gonna sit and (Bridge) (Hook) (2.Bridge)