Sam Smith & Company - The Pouring Rain is Bliss lyrics

Dear Doctor, I am so tired I've got a job but I'm yet to be hired I still can't sleep, my minds in bits I'm heading straight towards a nervous fit Dear Doctor, Do you exist? Its late at night and I've got no one to kiss I don't have much to do with that crowd anymore And when it rains I head for the window I'm lay here now a smile on my face I'm alone, I'm happy and something has to change I need to make a change before its too late And I know that ain't gonna be easy, but nothing is Oh Doctor, I'm checking out This situations got me feeling left out Don't wanna change, don't want to be cold How can someone so shy be acting so bold I want to roam and I want to be free I've got it all mapped out in front of me I need to break the chain for proof I exist It surely beats starring at the abyss I'm lay here now a smile on my face I'm alone, I'm happy and something has to change I need to make a change before its too late And I know that ain't gonna be easy, but nothing is I never dreamt that I would leave this place And I knew that it wasn't easy to break the chain The sands of time had slowed me down for 4 years And it felt like the world stopped turning…It never did Clarity is an option, You can open you're own mind I don't know better is no excuse and all you need is a small small sign It happens when you're older, but it happened when I was a boy I got the call in a well known song and I knew I was born to run I'm lay here now a smile on my face I'm alone, I'm happy and something has to change I need to make a change before its too late And I know that ain't gonna be easy, but nothing is I never dreamed that I would leave this place And I know that it wasn't easy to break the chain The sands of time had slowed me down for 4 years And it felt like the world had stopped turning…It never did