Sam I Am - Trusty lyrics

There has been times, even I didn磘 care And it wouldn磘 even matter if no one else was there And trust was just a word; I was far from despair Now it磗 broken trust for my fragile faith to bare And now I know it磗 not you to blame Yeah I really know, it磗 not you I have to blame Sitting here in a hole, the sky磗 lit so dimly My mind is spinning confusion, my spine is both hot and cold This hole is dark and wet now, it磗 here I dwell with betrayal I磎 lying face down in the mud, will someone please pick me up?