I think I've been here before Only not now at the cellar I am lying on the sunroom floor And contemplating why That if I'm so damn tired and so out of pocket do I Do I turn every conversation and every contemplation I make Into a self-pity trip? I said that I Would ride a wagon right out of this town and right out of this life To find the confidence and hope that I lost in mid-2005 But did I? Would there be a second chapter if they didn't leave the d**h star alive? I want to be something that's of worth, you see? And I want to fly like a kite in the sky You don't need a degree to deconstruct this melody But this one's not for you If a song ever was My justification for the introspective writings I make I guess this Is the most that anyone will ever hear about my personal life Then why is the apology I owe you is as public as the stars in the sky If I, if I I want to be something that's of worth, you see? And I want to fly like a kite in the sky You don't need a degree to deconstruct this melody But this one's not for you