If I knew this would be my last day alive I'd spend it panicking, knowing I wouldn't survive I wish I knew how everybody slept and I wish I could figure out every secret you kept (It's worth more than my life) Where would I go? What would I do? I have no clue I'm just alone with no one to talk to (It's worth more than my life but I am worthless) Waste away Drink down the rain Come back like a paper airplane Thrown in a hurricane I've heard enough about how I'm eventually gonna die It's about time I heard about how I'm still alive I'm sick of thinking about my last breath Or how love is just what happens before d**h Scary, how I learn about myself Just by watching someone else In Barrow, you were a light on the coldest night You were the summer they all begged for Frozen in February snow