Saint Vitus - Dying Inside lyrics

I have got to change my ways 'Cause I'm losing my mind I have got to stop drinking 'Cause I'm dying inside I feel twice as old as I am And it's getting worse I'm in the palm of habit's hand I can't escape the curse There is nothing that I can do I have no self control I have let myself become dead I have ruined my soul Every time I wake up sick I say never again But then opportunity knocks And I'm wasted my friend I can't control my addiction I've tried time and time again I'm losing all my friends and lovers Alcohol knows it's gonna win Now I have lost everything And I really don't care Everybody that I have known Has out cast me here Drinking has wasted my life And I'm dying inside I feel twice as old as I am I've lost what left of my mind I can't control my addiction I've tried time and time again I'm losing all my friends and lovers Alcohol knows it's gonna win