Saint Saviour - After All lyrics

Goodness knows the shape I'm in Is bad enough but I have been the innocent In all of this and out of time And only I know where I've been On lonely trips, in thinner skin When happiness was knowing less and doing more And even after all It's funny how I keep dreaming I've done it now Goodness knows how I have tried And how I've kicked and how I've cried That this is it, that I am here And you all care But only I know I survive Those lonely nights that I would drive A hundred miles to be that someone standing there And even after all It's funny now I keep dreaming I've done it now