[Verse 1] Listen i been mixing lidsky's adderal with whiskey Got a hippie b**h who with me and a different chick who whip me Got that whitney, got that coke, can't pay rent i'm almost broke But yo this 'preme and lean and LSD will hella feed me in a choke Bloggers say it's problematic How i glorify my habits Like these lyrics i be shouting out ain't cries for help b**hes say they wish that i could open up And not be broken, hopeless mess Who's always rolling up because I hate myself Yeah, I never open the door I'm never using a condom I'm hitting it raw I'm an inferno i'm burning myself to the core Only one way it'll stop Probably murder myself while i'm getting some top Probably murder you nerds heard your dad was cop I bet you scared to get shot, i bet you scared to get shot [Hook] I just bought some coke and jordans with my rent money I just did a 8 by myself in about a day I just been not sleeping then I'm out for about a day I just put the murder on this b**h out in LA I just put the murder on this b**h out in LA I just put the murder on this b**h out in LA I just put the murder on this b**h out in LA I just put the murder on this b**h out in LA [Verse 2] Ay my teeth is grinding i don't what time it is And i been higher once or twice before and didn't die and sh** So I'll be fine and sh** My b**h is fine as sh** My b**h likes eating a** and twine and getting tied to sh** We put that sh** on vine and sh** I'm 'bout to hit a lick then take your chick to bourbon chicken I'm 'bout to spend a couple days locked up in the kitchen I'm 'bout that isolation, altered states, metastasis I'm invasion, f** your chakras up, I'm brown acid, Saint Satan Yeah, what a time to be alive, what a time to wanna die What a time f** a b**h twice, what a time to f** a b**h twice I dont know if i'm gonna make it out alive or even if i'm gonna try I'm twenty two so i got five til twenty seven when I f**in die [Hook]