Saevant - Drown The Magician / Nothing Inside lyrics

Just when i think i got hold of it Then it falls away in slower time but i cope w it I will keep you influenced with magick in my sentences I am where the swinging door is stuck open for infinite Time is not around my wrist, f** materialism Hexagram cut in my fist, turqoise rings and pentagrams Stare into my eyes and disappear while im speaking in tongues Tongues of every style now, bluetooth in my smile now Spiritual not atheist cuz something is controlling me The sun is what im worshipping and i do not mean the trinity Diginity divinity and art is what im living with 56 im burning like a sigil in my living room Smoke inside encircling ensorcelling my senses and Im reaching thru the screen and my screen is what i am staring at I will use your energy and turn it to a pendulum Breathing from the same air as everyone existing now I think i represent my own light and now im losing touch w everyone cuz im a thelemite Bright white skin like a cloud or a magicians is Tall tree falling only when i get my mission in Plates move speaking with the earth like a stone wall Following my nature and my will like a lost cause I am the serpent on the tree I am what the third eye sees Opening and closing it Breaking down and losing it -- Out my f**ing mind as of now I feel nothing in me now I don't fear anything, no And I don't want anything, no Losing what I've been until now Losing what I am right now Worthless f**ing artist Starving myself for this