Sadistik - Damaged lyrics

[Verse 1: MC Type] I feel another one of those, I can't let it go Coming on on my chest to explode I'm stressed, it shows It's best that you just leave me to fester in my mess alone (Yes I'm gone) Off the deep end, I can't pretend It is the weekend knowing it's the work week As I begin to regress and seep in My regrets I wallow in the sh** that'll hurt me Am I worthy of serotonin uptake Or a fragile figurine that must break I fell from the shelf and yelled 'f** fate' Shattered shards of gla** from a past I once faced This is how blood tastes Wen the teeth of the untamed are unleashed upon me I want pain--I wanna feel something that isn't neutral And only my scars can be the living proof of [Hook: MC Type] I feel so stressed, I feel alone Like there's no place to call home I can't stop these thoughts, am I damaged? I don't know what's wrong I don't have to feel these feelings I can let them go [Verse 2: Sadistik] It goes knock-knock, who's there, yeah it's just the gloom again 50 milligrams of sertraline, that should do the trick I got a new prescrip', mix it in with booze I binge Choose a friend to sip it with and sit until my mood ascends I grew up since I was born on April twentieth In 1986 with a decorum for the ugli-necessary I'm still mourning for the summer's bliss I felt inside, it's been replaced with the selfish pride I carry, like a tortured little writer Is it a masterpiece or the portrait of a liar? On my hands and knees when I'm scorching in the fire Just so I could plant the seeds of the orchids of desire Just a monster in the closet, perfect posture When I spot him searching all through my apartment for my conscience When all the dust is settled and there's only rusted metal I can look at all the wreckage to accept it's nothing special Cause I'm damaged [Hook: MC Type]