SaDiCi - Hold On lyrics

[Verse 1] So many things, that my eyes have seen Can't even tell you where I have been I think so slowly, keep on smoking Even tho the weed i have quit But the pain is here Tryna paint it clear My thoughts get lose with the pen I'm losing my friends, I Hate this fear I ain't really no how i can proceed Know in my mind can't follow routine Closet friends, recording with We said that we gonna follow these dreams Maybe if he hadn't been hooked He wouldn't lose his aim right now Maybe if he hadn't been hooked He woulda k**ed the game right now Yeah no doubt, k** the game He wanted smoke, to k** the pain I wanted to smoke I thought that woulda made me dope, i should think again Damn, think about the times i saw him have the pills Think i coulda tried to make him stop, but it happened still Damn, no rewind bu*ton Damn, the time running More than a friend, like my cousin Thank god that he ain't die or nothing [Hook x2] Don't Slip.. Trust me, don't fall Just get a..get a grip Hey homie just hold on [Verse 2] Anything i do gets criticized I don't pay no mind, i be up on it Pointing out mistakes, like every time And every time, my name up on it So much pressure, made it out hell For me to live well and happy now For me to be something of some status now To deal with the stress of my parents I might just burn me spliff up Balance of school and music Add that on to my plate, id give up I Stayed up all night stressing They tell me i should quit it just move on But man, my pen is treasures Got me thinking bout new songs Everyday they gotta ask it What is my program, what is my pa**ion? What if i said no program I dun wanna attend my cla**es I just wanna chase my pa**ion My worst fear, is not to die But live my life with regrets Failure on my mind But I'd rather fail then to never try, and yet They wanna tell me, to stop it But i can't drop it If i don't do this music Thoughts are gonna be a problem, problem, problem Right now, i wanna be alone Reminisce what i see before Fams don't wanna hear it tho But, please just leave me alone.. [Hook] [Verse 3] She living life with a mask on Became a teacher and pa**ed on Her dream job She looking out for her fams dawg Her man dawg Knocked her up, and split So she wrapped all The inspiration she had What I'm supposed to say? I can't even imagine that I'd tell her chase your dreams But she can't imagine that Obstacles got in the way of that And the pain of that is way more Than what i can write or say with rap Working, working, working Working, working [Hook x2]