Sad Boys Club - Could have beens (and What ifs) lyrics

Hello, it echoes in a shallow bay everyday I cannot believe I'm home Bathing in the shallow pool's animal Everything is round I cannot believe how it went Everything I need it got bend Something in the breeze then I think Over on the seas I wanted I cannot do this myself Everything feels on my own Bleeding on my knees and I did Watching as the boys would rise up Hello, There's something so familiar, and you're still looking in the words I've known Can't help but build the prison of the present, and then lend out all the keys I cannot do this myself Everything feels on my own Bleeding on my knees and I did Watching as the boys would rise up Tryina find a [??] To the could have beens and what ifs