A lay awake at night afraid to fall asleep There's something in my mind that comes back to haunt me Tearstains on my face I've cried for you, my tension slowly building There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done There's no happy endings in this life of madness There's got to be something better for me Tormented by my action, you walked out on me Grabbed the kids, headed toward the door and said You wouldn't take anymore of my abuse ... say I'm going insane One more time I'm to blame There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done There's no happy endings in this life of madness There's got to be something better for me There's no use pretending, this life's tearing me apart I've lost everything I had with you There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done There's no happy endings in this life of madness There's got to be something better for me Statistics, numbers, numbers, can't take anymore Someone tell me what's it gonna take for her to reopen that door Tearstains on my face, I've cried for you My tension building slowly There's nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I've done There's no happy endings in this life of madness There's got to be something better for me There's no use pretending, this life's tearing me apart I've lost everything I had with you