Ten Thousand Eight Hundred by Sacred Mother TongueI am scared, I am lonely I remember the words that she told me She was real, and decicive I was holding it off though exited I'm surrounded, in submission Story told with a perverse distortion I'm abandoned, I'm forsaken I'm imprisoned my will has been taken I would never have given my time I would never of had it inside Integrity is taken now I feel I'm dying inside Two thousand eight hundred and Thirteen days to comprehend the lie Alone in these four walls Hear my cries, hear my mourning In my mind it was all without warning Looks of hate, and resentment Keep my head down and make my adjustment Filled with rage, filled with hatred Truth I spoke but Final sealing, an incision To the back from the injustice system I would never have given my time I would never of had it inside Integrity is taken now I feel i'm dying inside Two thousand eight hundred and Thirteen days to comprehend the lie Alone in these four walls (x3)