Sa** Jordan - I'm Not lyrics

I guess it's over now Things are back to normal somehow I I've learned to shut it out No room for doubt I'm not feelin' down My whole world is just upside down I'm not feelin' at all Sometimes I want to run Mind is chaos body's numb I have to close my mouth In case the truth comes out Don't speak, don't feel Don't breathe and don't be deciding Just swallow the knifes Infect life with lies that you hide That's how you survive Smoke my last cigarette I don't want to k** myself yet I throw my voice away What's it gonna say - it says