S.T.R.A.Y. - Does It Really Matter? lyrics

Does it really matter what i feel When i shove it down inside? Does it really matter if i care When no life's behind these eyes? Of mine Of mine It never mattered what I felt I kept it hidden all along It never mattered if I cared No life will ever shine again I never mattered much to you I always thought that you cared Does it matter anymore? I could have been happy I could have been so happy I never mattered, you never cared This is worthless This is hopeless You never cared You never will Cease to love And seas of hate I bear the cross of Years of pain I bear the cross