S.O. - I Can Bear lyrics

Uh, I've been through trials and tribulations been a while since I was saved and I might smile on rare occasions/ This mess won't leave me depressed and I know I need rest in this season of stress felt no recess since evil has crept and the bar is set ain't leaving the nest/ How could I leave a woman I love in that bad moment I hate?/ There was no one near that I trust, I place my hand over my face/ I need grace more I gotta taste joy/ Embrace lord fill this great void/ Heard em sing with that great noise/ I want the real thing and no fake toy/ Face it man I can't make it/ Once had a basic plan but can't take it/ Was outspoken now I'm evasive these are my growing pains just like Jason/ Ain't it real though, when I feel low/ d**h knocked hard on that steel door/ What you think I rap real for, groupie chicks and plaques steel gold?/ Ahh, if that was me why would I grieve and act unfacetiously / Why would I speak and leak this speech/ But buy in that peace and appease this piece/ Ride on a beach like things is peach/ Rhyme over beats and feed this beast/ No that ain't me no ease is seen/ Man, I wanna be where Jesus be Only the Lord knows, the trouble and struggle that I seen all through my life I walk down the cross road, the light in the tunnel made me know all will be right Plus He'll never gimme – more than I can bear – God will never gimme – more than I can bear – Plus His grace is still sufficient listen Uh, I've been through tribulations and trials/ Been a while since I've been on this ran and from this space I've ran miles/ Ever had that distaste in your mouth/ Or felt so displaced in your house/ Then bear the appearance of one who has lost his parents this weight that I pile/ Is feeling heavy than most and I barely can boast/ Rarely can coast as I'm hearing my foes/ Weary and weak as I carry the load/ Ain't I close to Christ like Mary and Jo/ Why all the pain, why all the strain?/ Sadness is rife and ripe on my brain/ I ain't the type to hype all the same/ I'm living for Christ and d**h is the gain/ Man I know that now, Paul wrote that down/ I ain't alone on this road right now/ God's on the throne I know that He knows everything that I go through, His close might sound/ That He is not but His shown different/ Gotta known system that shows wisdom/ Sanctifies every known Christian/ Suffering draws us close with Him/ I know that His here and He hears and I know that His near it appears/ I'm scared more Lord quench my fears, wipe my tears, hold my peers/those who adhere despite slight sneers/ Till You appear and Your light's right there/ One thing's in bold that's YHWH cares/ He'll never give more than I can bear – yeah!