Rythmatical - Realize lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm just trying to find my spot using everything I got But it's hard to make a change when you know it's not a lot And ever since I started rapping, my life has changed drastic And left me feeling sh**ty to other days feeling fantastic And I can't grasp it, I can't understand it It's like knowing how to fly a plane with no place to land it It's hard to get rid of these thoughts that I'm sick of I give up, hands in the air like a stick up And I live up to my potential, it's pretty confidential The way I let the words spill out on these instrumentals Giving the intellect to respect, I expect to reflect in the past tense and make up for my absence [Verse 2] I used to write the words between the lines, but not to rhyme It was to gather all my thoughts and make sure that I feel fine But nowadays it seems I only rap to fill the gap from this and that cos I feel trapped I just want them good old days back And when they come, I won't run Live it up until it's done 24, I was all work and no fun until I see the sun So I'm gonna follow my dreams cos it's all I really have That's why I spend every day that I can up in this lab Mixing up these chemicals, I bet it goes when I let it go But it's impeccable and nothing short of theoretical And it's incredible how most of my family lives down in Mexico, picking out and selling f**ing vegetables [Verse 3] My people live on the road Their whole life inside a Jansport Without a pa**port, a job is all we ask for huh We're all the same, and there ain't really a infrence But to those who think we're different, f** your skin