Ryan Oakes - Energy lyrics

I used to have all of these people I'd die for, but now they're all dead to me Homie i used to have people i tried to provide for, but now they all pray for the end of me I had these people i tried to survive for, its crazy now all of them enemies Now they're all people that i'll never try for i ain't got time or the energy Its hard to look up, when everybody look down on you f**, silently screaming and shouting you s** Searching for meaning you down on your luck You giving your best but it isn't enough I ain't ever gonna let em break me Middle fingers up if you wanna hate me Living out a dream ain't nobody gonna wake me Chased my pa**ion now money wanna chase me fine I just been going up while they decline Better with time got me feeling like wine I'm growing on people I'm feeling benign If you hate it please head to the back of the line I'm grinding i'll never be taking my time Cooking them beats and I'm ready to dine I take a shot at em I'm like a nine To the dome or a knife to the throat and the spine No back up no a plan b That antagonistic vigilante Man i run it on a beat like a stampede Anybody anti me gets bansheed yuh They say i changed, i think i agree I'm way outta range, the sh** i perceive Is free of the chains of society So the people who reign, are all eyeing me Thinking they can take me out, tryna take me down, oh man Had a lot of friends, and they all went dead when they said that i have no chance Anyone who wanna stop me, is getting dropped see, i think its time they get with the program Cuz everybody left me dead way back when i had no fans oh damn Hook: I used to have all of these people I'd die for, but now they're all dead to me Homie i used to have people i tried to provide for, but now they all pray for the end of me I had these people i tried to survive for, its crazy now all of them enemies Now they're all people that i'll never try for i ain't got time or the energy I cannot take a u turn on the road that I'm on, it only goes one way Make no mistake i ain't in it for models or bottles, the glory and runways The second they said that i couldn'ts the second i knew i would have it all one day I'll be defined through my actions and not where I'm sitting on Sunday, AGH I'm sick of hearing excuses, not hearing any solutions Seeing these people give up from a couple of bruises Acting like they ain't aware they were humans Everybody knows natures abusive, then they run when life hits From all of the punches and kicks all the pain that i took man i learned that i like it I'd do it all twice its, what makes a man Anything can happen when you take a chance Every things yours homie take command And do it yourself f** shaking hands I'm here to make a stand, to everybody who abandoned me It turned real friends in to family It turned fake friends in to fantasy Straight myths, f** all of yo vanity Nobody can handle me, I'm off limits k**ing every record better call guiness Running this sh** like a small bidness And its working out like its all fitness Ya'll witnessing history in its making, and the world is still asleep That alarm clocks over due i'd say its time to wake the sheep. sheesh Hook: