Ryan Oakes - Anxiety lyrics

[Verse 1] Well God damn it, I Can't take another wide awake night With my brain at war with the dark and the light With the same old thoughts gonna spark and ignite And the same old spot and they bark in the night And my head (my head) Never unconscious I feel like I'm all out of options People told me it gets better, they breaking their promise I try not to think of my past but I'm on it I sit in my cla**, I go through the motions I feel like I'm dead They, told me I shouldn't react That one of these days this sh**'ll make sense My girl, tells me that I should relax But the way that my brain work I'm always intense My world, always feel like it's compact So I sit and I pray for some better events, I'm trapped [Hook] This anxiety will be the d**h of me I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace Whats broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you whats left of me [Verse 2] And it feels like half of my friends took a blade to their wrist Cause they sick of this life and the sh** that it gives And it's just not right for the life of these kids To be so damn bad that they might want to split I'm sick of sitting around getting wasted I might go save me a whole generation People these days got no heart that sh** vacant They k**ing your dreams like they Freddy or Jason Damn, I need to make it or fade To bring you that light when you stuck in the shade To f** up the game and to bring in new waves So everyone stops living life as a slave I haven't gone crazy but I'm on the brink Tryna' make all my dreams and reality sync My loved ones are telling me I needa shrink Tryna' make a ship sail that was destined to sink I'm f**ed [Hook] This anxiety will be the d**h of me I just hope that when it happens I can finally rest in peace Whats broken into pieces I'm just tryna' find the rest of me If I don't I'll promise you that I'll give you whats left of me