Ryan Mendez - What Appears lyrics

Slow steady hands waving their last goodbye They've come a long way They've carried me, they've carried me through waking dreams And soft whispered words echoing all this time Speak in a strange tongue But somehow I have recognized it all along I turned myself blue, but forced my way through And I'm still out here looking for answers I've ended up wrong the faster I've gone But I know I am finding the answers Remembering every attempted flight I don't want to stay here I told myself I listened close I filled my ears Long nights alone No, you can't understand You just want to transform An empty stage, a fit of rage and you are born I turned myself blue, but forced my way through And I'm still out here looking for answers I've ended up wrong the faster I've gone But I know I am finding the answers I am not what appears I am failures and fears But I'm on my way, I am on my way I turned myself blue, but forced my way through And I'm still out here looking for answers I've ended up wrong the faster I've gone But I know I am finding the answers I am not what appears I am failures and fears But I'm on my way, I am on my way Slow steady hands waving their last goodbye They've come a long way They've carried me, they've carried me through waking dreams