Ryan Horne - Helpless lyrics

I have feared that this room will be empty Where I plan on becoming a man But I need someone special to hold me, I've been dying inside of my skin You told me you'd always be with me Well I feel you would never return Like the thief that is stealing my witness I gave him the time that I thought he deserves I have feared that this room will be empty Where I plan on becoming a man But I need someone special to hold me, I've been dying inside of my skin You told me you'd always be with me Well I feel you would never return Like the thief that is stealing my witness I gave him the time that I thought he deserves I am losing my faith in a Father Well he never stays on just for me And the mouth that spoke d**h to my mother Has just swallowed the claim that I need There is no more resisting the battle I have gained all the demons you saved And the woman has taken the saddle And rode the black horse to her grave I have feared that this room will be empty Where I plan on becoming a man But I need someone special to hold me, I've been dying inside of my skin You told me you'd always be with me Well I feel you would never return Like the thief that is stealing my witness I gave him the time that I thought he deserves Well I'm helpless and don't have the answer Like the man who's selling his soul Well I told you I'd always be faithful Now I swear I'm the ba*tard you know And I've been crying as if you offend me I am torn like the ragged young man As I walked down the street with your family I have cursed at the sky once again CHORUS I am so helpless I am so helpless I am so helpless I am so helpless I have feared that this room will be empty Where I plan on becoming a man But I need someone special to hold me, I've been dying inside of my skin You told me you'd always be with me Well I feel you would never return Like the thief that is stealing my witness I gave him the time that I thought he deserves It feels like my face our on fire And my body was made out of stone And it hurts me to know I'm a liar And it k**s me to think I'm alone