[Intro: Abby Gundersen] Feelings, Feelings, Feelings Trying to forget my [Verse 1: Ryan Caraveo] What if I can't What if I don't What if I never taste it What if believe Sweat, grind, bleed And nothing changes So what if I hope My lady needs money But what if I'm broke What if I take all them chances Get all them hands But then again what if I choke Woah Breath, slow And forget those feelings Just be in my Zone And forget they're filming Then I go to my happiest place Where my past is erased And I find the pa**ion it takes To mash on the gas And relax on the breaks Cause I ain't going back there Not that low And not that scared I'm not gonna sit and smoke While I live life broke And laughing Blowing in the air Yeah I'm sick of just running my gums A s**er that's waiting for something to come Pretending im stuntin But fronting no funds Keepin' it hundred in front of someones [?] Laying on the couch Brain full of d** I don't want to talk I just came for the buzz They said it calm me down That ain't what it does I used to believe But it ate what I was Telling everybody here the thing I'm gonna do [?] A year went by I made no moves Waiting on luck When I know it ain't enough And it took rock bottom To finally wake me up Yeah, and now I'm feeling like the man (feeling like the man) Cause I'm doing my thing And I won't go back Even though I can Yeah, ambition is something I need Something I be Not what I do I needed to breath Needed to dream Yes I believe I got something to prove And that's why [Chorus: Abby Gundersen] I got this feeling inside Inside of my head, inside of my head And the Lord knows I've been up to no good Still haven't changed even though I should Dear Lord [Verse 2: Ryan Caraveo] I promise to break Before I drop to my knees If I can learn Before I pray Then it's a problem that God doesn't need It's more than just words More than a phrase More than advice I got it from me Back from the bottom With nothing to fear Easy to say Harder to be Ready to go, go Ready to jump, yeah I've been on that bridge Never know hope, hope Never know love That was the way that I lived Oh what a feeling to turn it around After my ceiling was burned to the ground d**h was appealing I stood up to deal with it That is the feeling of earning a crown I am a king, I am a king f** all the stresses man That's not a thing f** the depression man I got dream If I want excellence That's what I bring I am the truth I am the lie I am the wall between me and the prize I am the difference between being dead while I'm living And living while I am alive And if I fail Then it's probly cause I don't have those great surroundings, right? Nah It's up to me to bring the great Out of everything that I am surrounded by, and I admit I made enough excuses The blame game That's just as useless The want that you have That's justice, use it [?] Ain't sh** left Just f**ing do it [Chorus: Abby Gundersen] I got this feeling inside Inside of my head Inside of my head And the Lord knows I've been up to no good Still haven't changed even though I should Dear Lord