Ryan Adams - Crazy Now lyrics

I don't want to carry your curse That was supposed to reimburse What the thing was that I couldn't make work I don't want to walk in the dark If these shadows are made of the promises I couldn't make up Maybe everything is not okay I feel so crazy now Maybe everything is not okay But I'm gonna do it anyway I don't want to watch us grow old Unless the story is told How we lost all control of our minds I don't want to be yours unless I can better and best All the things that never ever made sense Maybe everything is not okay I feel so crazy now Maybe everything is not okay I feel so crazy now Maybe everything is not okay But I'm gonna do it anyway But if I'm ever after you All we hear is laughter I don't want to wake up alive Without you by my side And the sun is turning gold in your eyes I don't want to break up his minds While it's spring in our hearts And everything blossoms inside Maybe everything is not okay I feel so crazy now Maybe everything is not okay I feel so crazy now Maybe everything is not okay Maybe everything is not okay Maybe everything is not okay But I'm gonna do it anyway