Russ - Parkstone Drive lyrics
Yeah, it's crazy Yeah, I need y'all to listen Yeah, yeah Yeah, it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't give up Know it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't Yeah My parents' marriage in shambles I won't lie, it hurts I thought money would fix it, but it just made it get worse See my dad was the man, 'til his job cut ties He went broke, I got rich, that sh** f**ed with his pride Yeah, I recognize it was disturbing to see The family stopped turnin' to him and started turnin' to me Going through it, I know he tried to hide the pain If he gave up and got a job, his dad died in vain 'Cause his dad ran a business So my dad tried to run one too but there's a difference No income, my dad started loosin' his confidence Meanwhile everyday I got brand new accomplishments At the height of my career was his lowest And that's a lie, 'cause we both still goin' Me up, him down, it caused a lot of angst Argument got out of hand, had to call Frank All my efforts ignored, he threw it all in my face There's not a song long enough where I can say what I gave sh**'s crazy, mom couldn't believe it I mean she's cried in the past, you know, threatened to leave him But she never had the money to, but I got it now It's bittersweet that this is how I bought my mom a house Oh well, guess I should have seen it comin' All the tears, all the threats, all the fightin' and fussin' Hardly any lovin', way too much hate Finally tried to change, mom said it's too late Move out day came and went, still in shock, sh** Doesn't even know where my mom's new spot is Wasn't the first time but this was the worst time Curved by your own family is the worst kind All this sh** been happenin' while I was blowin' up And it's still going on, now you know what's up Yeah, it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't give up Know it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't Yeah I got way too much stress for any more bad press Especially another lie that they make up and stretch Damn, I can't lie, sh** is takin' a toll So much hate sent to me, some stays in my soul To the point that when I walk into the booth, that's what I let out Makes for good songs but mentally I'm tryna get out Tryna focus on the good, not the evil Can't complain, this how I always greet people I'm exhausted, exasperated from the pain that I'm facin' and masquerading Don't get it twisted, I'm grateful for everything But the devil's still asking for a wedding ring I declined, tried to focus on love Tried to focus on fans, tried to focus on Russ Everyday another lie, sometimes it feels like a curse Sometimes it feels like necessary preparation for first Yeah, it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't give up Know it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't Yeah, it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, don't give up I know it rains sometimes even when it shines Don't give up, no