Russ - Didn't I lyrics

[Produced by Russ] [Intro: Russ] Yeah On vacation Yo Boog, I figured this sh** out yo [Verse 1: Russ] Ok, I'm chillin' reading Deepak Listen to my beats knock Picking up where the legends left off, like I'm 3Pac Scrollin' through my contacts tryna' find Jesus Blue skies and Cognac, paintin' Mona Lisa's While tryna' fight amnesia No structure to my routine, just rubbers New queen, no lover Blue dream and Lucy in the sky That was summer of my college days I got to say, I miss you But now I'm doing shows in some of the schools I couldn't get into As I flip through, these pages in a book of My life, roll some kush up I might never look up These lights got me shook up Tonight time to cook up Will dope get ya' hook up What's hope without good luck I need that, didn't I agree that If you don't give it up, imma' put the ski mask on And come up to yo' do' with that what up, what up Come up to yo' do' with that what up, what up [Hook: Darondo] Didn't I treat you right, now? (Didn't I?) Didn't I do the best I could? (Didn't I?) Didn't I give you everything? (Didn't I?) I tried my best just to be a man (Didn't I?) [Verse 2: Russ] Right now I got two friends, Miles Davis and Jack Daniels Tryna' put my life together, without any manuals Listenin' to these rain drops, without ever really tryin' It's part of what I know, what I know is I'm survivin' So let me hear that saxophone Embarra**ed to ever rap at home Afraid my parents gonna hear me so I go outside and pack a bowl Let me drown my worries, in a cup that's made of promise I used to have a light bulb, but now I'm feelin' Amish And I used to be in college but the shoes never fit me So now I'm making beats from my cla** in the city You ain't f**in' with me, excuse me while I compensate Over what I need to, yeah sometimes I over complicate Like simple things in life, so much it's hard to concentrate Like I ain't I got the juice But I know, I know I do I'm trippin' off my stature and my future got me loose Yeah, I'm trippin' off my stature and my future got me loose [Hook: Darondo] Didn't I treat you right, now? (Didn't I?) Didn't I do the best I could? (Didn't I?) Didn't I give you everything? (Didn't I?) I tried my best just to be a man (Didn't I?) [Refrain: Russ] Ok, I'm sippin' on that f** you, rollin' up that might as well I said I'm sippin' on that f** you, rollin' up that might as well And I put my life behind the bars, like I died in jail And I put my life behind the bars, like I died in jail [Hook: Darondo] Didn't I treat you right, now? (Didn't I?) Didn't I do the best I could? (Didn't I?) Didn't I give you everything? (Didn't I?) I tried my best just to be a man (Didn't I?)