Russ - Nobody Knows lyrics

NOBODY KNOWS Mask up my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows I take another shot Tryna just forget all the negative Devil laughin meanwhile god explaining the benefits Listen financial freedom Come and go as you please Arenas packed out Plus a bunch of hoes on their knees You got your mom a house Yea I know it seems bitter sweet Because your parents separated You thought money sewed seams And now you think it's your fault You enabled the breakup But that's the power of money now you just funding the makeup With the same tool that brought it down Tell the waiter I don't want no ice I just want tequila I don't want it watered down Everything I bought for y'all I figured that I bought a crown I figured that you know that you can get it since I got it now I saw this goin differently I be lookin at the 7 year old me like don't come visit me The public took the fun away You've been robbed of all of your innoncence I'm talkin to myself I hope I'm listening Mask up my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows Juggling the inside and outside heavy I might call a ex chick and drink some henny Starting off my day with some sh** already Answering the phone like I'm pissed already Media is lyin gettin used to it Crucifying me I needa crucifix Guess I look the part so I might as well Heavens where you get when you fight thru the hell People keep slandering but I can't respond Because if I do y'all call me crazy say my focus is wrong I'm feelin fed up yea This isn't natural no Keep it together let it fall apart in music I can't let them see the pain When I'm the one that gets them thru it This some real life sh** Sometimes I feel like sh** Mask up my pain Hold back my tears I'm going insane Nobody knows All by myself Let the rain hit me I'm going insane Nobody knows