Runaway City - Scars lyrics

I blink and the feelings gone I'm wondering what went wrong And why it hurts so bad I threw my heart like a hand grenade Now I'm paying for mistakes made Security ripped away You cut me deep I need something to believe If these scars are all I have to mark the pages of my life I guess my story's told by a dull and dirty knife The lessons fall down on me like the freezing rain These scars won't go away, but its different with the pain I'm trying to cut away The layers of yesterday Some things I can't forget I;m buried beneath these lies I'm covered with alibis I can't find the truth inside You cut me deep I need something to believe If these scars are all I have to mark the pages of my life I guess my story's told by a dull and dirty knife The lessons fall down on me like the freezing rain These scars won't go away, but its different with the pain It leave me behind Maybe I feel free I'm lonely sometimes And its hard to let you see That as the winter falls I am naked like the trees The pain is in the past But these scars they never leave If these scars are all I have to mark the pages of my life I guess my story's told by a dull and dirty knife The lessons fall down on me like the freezing rain These scars won't go away, but its different with the pain These scars won't go away