Ruiner - Dear Philadelphia lyrics

Tonight I'm screaming those words that I wanna regret How truly honest can one man be to only drop those subtle hints but I was never that kind of person I always put it on the table- laid all my cards out smiling with a stupid f**ing grin. Never faced the f**ing problem of not being trusted because I never let a single story go untold, feel free to judge me for what I have done it's the reason I put it out. I never wanted that colorful tapestry behind me to go unnoticed allowing all to see how truly ugly I was or I can be… But I can't take back a single action I made No I can't change the man I watched die But you have heard all my stories You made the right choice You will never Get f**ing burned