Ruiner - Committed lyrics

You want honesty its all I got I've been bleeding to d**h, why can't I stop As I grew older, I grew angry I got memoirs filled of sh**ty stories Now sometimes I don't know myself If this is an act, was an act I forgot my f**ing part I spend my nights typing away So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me These are my gut's, these are my insides My exaggerations of wanting to die It's not always a joke, but I never lie Take what you will when you read between these lines Now sometimes I don't know myself If this is an act, was an act I forgot my f**ing part I spend my nights, typing away So maybe some day I'll get over not knowing me You don't know me, I don't know me This is the place you go when you don't hate yourself enough To beat your head against a wall We are but songs and throat scraping melodies But still a far cry from any real tragedy