Rufus Wainwright - Not Ready to Love/Slideshow lyrics

I'm not ready to love I'm not ready for peace I'm givin' up the dove to the beast I'm not ready to surrender To another glove murderer I'm not ready to love I'm not ready to fly I'm givin' up belief in the sky So you can take my sin In up above on high say goodbye I'm not ready to love I'm not ready to love Not ready to love Not ready to love Not ready to love Not ready to love Not ready to love I'm not ready to love Until I'm ready to love you The way you should be loved Until I'm ready to hold you The way you should be held You should be held But I'm not ready to Do I love you because you treat me so indifferently Or is it the medication Or is it me Do I love you because you don't want me to rub your back Or is it the medication Or is it you Or is it true And I better be prominently featured in your next slideshow Because I paid a lot of money to get you over here you know And if I am not prominently featured in your next slideshow I don't know what I'm gonna do Do I love you Or is this feeling just a little pain A treasure chest is broken easily open And usually I am such a happy prince Behind the iron curtain The city walls a solid prison And I better be prominently featured in your next slideshow 'Cause I paid a lot of money to get you over here you know And if I am not prominently featured in your next slideshow I don't know what I'm gonna do Do I love you Do I love you Yes I do Do I love you Yes I do