Rowlan - Tears In Heaven (remix) lyrics

[Verse 1: Rowlan] I'm too curious I know But can I ask you father What is my purpose on this earth Why do I even bother I'm lost and searching for a person Who's purpose could be worthless If in the end my story turns out disturbing I mean I chase a dream and yeah I mean these words But what happens if my rhymes never leave the burbs' What happens if I'm here stuck at my peak Well that ain't your problem it's just mine, enjoy your sleep I'll be up working on my craft Re-Recording vocals, editing my draft Spilling my emotions, flowing out my soul Pondering change, an*lyzing earth as a whole Maybe I can be a reason for survival For the kid who's scared praying with his eyes closed Maybe I can help that kid through some thoughts That a mother don't consider and these teachers never taught, watch [Verse 2: Rowlan] Point out my flaws, honestly I don't mind I understand cause these flaws make me one of a kind I understand that we all so different And so I question Why they judging off a difference But that's the world right and that's the way of life They tell me fit in and maybe I'll make it over night I don't fit in and quite Frankly I never could So don't you tell me another thing that you think I should Do, I got too much to prove So many lives to touch and a generation to move So pardon me if I forget to reply When you shoot me out some love just know I'm busy but I try To respond every one that's by my side I'm so grateful every syllable I cry For reasons I may never explain In casual conversation so just listen and let it play Hey [Verse 3: Rowlan] You probably judging me right You think I think I'm black I think I'm me And skin tone Has nothing to do with that So judge on bro, judge on You can hate my life for ever but we still Rowlan strong I gotta tell you it's been quite the trip I met this girl karma and found out she a hah You know beautiful woman with a kid That'll pay you right back for everything bad that you did But I forgive and I forget And I just live for whatever's coming next And I thank you, thank you For being beautiful And please exuse me if this song is unusual From the ordinary Rowlan that you hear But I feel like this is me crying out without a fear I went with this and my every thought is faithful Thank you for your time, God bless, I'm truly grateful