Rosie Thomas - Leftover Coffee lyrics

Looks like I've done what I can Tried to give my last breath It was all that I had So I ruled with my pen Try to call you my friend Becoming more what you request Who's going to finish my coffee now that you're gone? Looks like I've done it again Try to be all I am Not enough to have your hand So I travelled far With your letters in my hands And then stand with confidence Who's going to make me laugh now that you're gone? Who's going to make me laugh now that you're gone? Looks like I've done it again Put my trust in a man Who made my garden next to him But I can breathe on my own I do not need his backbone Though it was nice sometimes to lean Now I seem lost and inbetween Who's going to make me laugh now that you're gone? Why do words sometimes grow weak as time goes on?