It's 2 am the world's asleep Hard, fast and loud does my heart beat Trying to figure out just how to proceed I check the locks, climb into bed Wish that I could turn off my silly head So much thinking about just what I need For oh so long I've lent my soul Got slashed and burned, never made whole And now I've reached a crossroads with a fork For oh so long this is all I've known Never really had the opportunity to grow