Ronnie Radke - The Departure lyrics

I, I guess I figured it out By nightfall we'll have bleeded it out And if you only knew me This is my sequel to my dying movie Oh how could I love you If I'm in love with something else? This chemical has got the best of me I swear You're always on my mind Well give me something else I could have vain, obtain Oh Lord, it's not the same Stop the crying games I never knew it that I thought you could Oh Lord, I got no way out I never had Now I'm praying for this You wanted me f**ing Christ No Watch me as I wave goodbye You turned your back too many f**ing times By night fall I'll be signed The d** have got me overwhelmed Snorting everything that I can see inside And not sleeping til that night when you called it a nightmare I never did it, change it I don't think you're playing games but I think it's all a shame That my friends are all in No, please! Tell me now! Please just let me go! No! No! By nightfall watch the waves come crumbling in It's a figure of speech yes! I am here, you are there No, we are not alone We are not alone You stabbed me in the back one too many times Now I'm just walking away and getting sad Please go Please save yourself You never mentioned God Walk away Walk away from me And what I have created for myself I walk away home I'm ready to go, I'm not ready to go